As usual, I’m running slightly behind, which means I miss my preview will be ever replay. I noticed that the tasks are inherently the same what I did to build a life of my own (because I kept saying this is what you need to do in order to be the right person). I don’t just feel loss, I also feel rejection, abandonment, insecurity, and fear. I can feel confused and disorganized, like the world is moving beneath my feet. Who am I? Where am I going? When will it stop?
It’s hard
but
it happens.
And it hurts.
On my shoulder, I lost the battle of telling me to make good choices. Stress munching the rest of the day and I didn’t even want it but ate anyway.
Usually I reduce them with desperate my focus and move on like everybody does. I keep telling myself life is beautiful, I Choose optimism. It builds my confidence Believe that today will be better than yesterday, and that tomorrow will be better yet.” The Optimist Creed defines me. It’s powerful stuff. This is what I figured out.
