It seems like I'm just writing on one post tonight FOR this 4 days, it's because i am having test for this week, i have many things to write, i will delay it till next week and share some photos to all of you (love) , PATIENT :)
For me, life isn't too easy these days... I'm trying to find the source of my problems... and It's really not easy... I've got ideals which are sort of destroying myself because they don't let me be human... I know it sounds strange but it's how things are and I need to accept that and I need to find a way to get away form these ideals.. and TEST is coming on every subject >> that's why it's cause me stress too
I'm just feeling tired... I would love to sleep... Couldn't someone please stop my thoughts from running around and making me go insane?? I get some help but I feel helpless... I guess I'm feeling like things will never get well... Do I have to live with this for the rest of my life??!!
I'm more or less suppressing my bad feelings... I'm always trying not to be angry with someone and things like this....
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It strange how things turn out sometimes... I never felt like I was acting wrong trying to be a good girl and all... but I guess you can be a good girl without hurting yourself too much...
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